To Start Afresh....

I have finally get the answer that I wanted...
In fact I have already know this will be the outcome all along.
But I just want to fall abit harder so that I could let it go better.
I understand true love is hard to come by, one should not let it go so easily.
But to love doesn't mean you have to own her. Love shouldn't be force, to give her the blessing she wants is a show of love too.
Over the years, I have learn to give. I am happy that she have a person who she love and he love her too.
For me, at least I have let her know my feelings, I won't regret when I old as I know I have tried.
I would like to thanks the people that support me. You all are my true friends.

To thanks,
Teddy, Justin, Jasmine, Laura, Baofen, Eileen, San, Mook, Alfred, Yingsiew, Mengkiat
and lots more...

I thinks that conclude for my episode of my Life at this point....

Finding direction

Seems like my frequency to blog has drop.
Nothing really big happen now.
Just passing my time without purpose. It seem like I leading a very carefree life but I don't really think so.
Its more like living without purpose, very aimless. Maybe I still can't get over her.
I'm still wondering how she think when I let her know I like her.
Although she still treat me as a friend, but is this what I really want? I don't want to lose a friend like her but neither I am satisfied in just being a close friend.
I don't think I can treat her as my close friend with the feeling I having now.
Maybe I should ask her how she really feel for me? Hope I can get the truth from her.
Maybe then I will really get a direction where I should head. Regardless the answer she give is positive or negative. As long it is the truth. I can sort up my feelings better.
To stay as a friend or wait for the impossible?

Rat's Race

Feeling that to live is very boring.
Ever since started working, I have been wondering will I get out of this rat's race.
To work everyday is stressful and to face the people there is another problem.
Can't understand why there is people that cannot cooperate to work together, pushing responsibility around.
Luckily not all of them is like that, but a few of them can drive you to grave.
Don't know whether will I able to stay on this track for long.
With the problems that I already have, relations, family's burden and now work, I really feel very tired.
Sometimes I think I have split personality, can be smiling to everyone at one point, and feel sudden sorrow at another. Feel going mad someday....

MashiMaro 

会说话的哑巴 - 劉德華

没有了香味的玫瑰花
总觉得缺少了什么
没有了对象绵绵情话
说了有一点傻
自从你离开的那一天
我的心塌下不想再说话
所有间题不想回答
不知不觉早已习惯
对着自己说话

忘不了你溜溜的长发
忘不了你深深的牵挂
剩下我一个人挣扎
一个人比划
没有你的日子停止说话
听说你真的剪了长发
听说你真的忘了牵挂
难道你感觉不到吗
接收不到吗
在那遥远会说话的哑巴
在对你说话

不想被揭开我的疮疤
躲藏在那无人的家
看着那不会响的电话
等你一个回答
我只能彷佛在空气中
闻到一丝丝霉了的牵挂
好久不见你可好吗
在一瞬间心情复杂
泪水骨碌滑下

忘不了你溜溜的长发
忘不了你深深的牵挂
剩下我一个人挣扎
一个人比划
没有你的日子停止说话
听说你真的剪了长发
听说你真的忘了牵挂
难道你感觉不到吗
接收不到吗
在那遥远会说话的哑巴
在对你说话

忘不了你溜溜的长发
忘不了你深深的牵挂
剩下我一个人挣扎
一个人比划
没有你的日子停止说话
听说你真的剪了长发
听说你真的忘了牵挂
难道你感觉不到吗
接收不到吗
在那遥远会说话的哑巴
在对你说话