Really don't know what I doing

Seem like never blog for a long time....
Ever since that incident.
I think its has been more than a month already. Been very actively plaing RO and even create a blog for my guild, Chaos Legion.
It was fun but when I found out I was remove away from the guild on sunday afternoon because to add another player to temporaliy to level the guild make me abit annoyed.
Although I understand the reason and they have chose me because they know me better, but I just feel very annoyed.
I feel like a bullet that could be expended and reload when in needs.
I really don't know why I feeling Like that. Maybe I have been too stress this few weeks.
Haiz...............
It just a small matter though and I don't really even care about the game but ............
Maybe time to relax a while..........