To Brace myself......

Seng, I think you are right.
In my search for happiness have landed me in a miserable state rather than happiness.
I am doing it in a wrong way. Why should I bother so much on outcome. I should just work and face the outcome, either good or bad. To not to accept failure have make me not myself.
I think I am too obsessed.

This week is quite peaceful. Have a meeting with SH on sunday. Pass her office things which I help to hold on for her on her last day.
We have a nice chat and learn that she sort of having some problems with her BF.
It may sound like good news for me, but I still wishes the best for her.
For her, I think I just let faith take its own course.
On Friday, I was at the Bintan Factory with Jasmine.
Its the first time to go there with her and its not that bored compared going alone.

Received Shulin's call when I back in singapore. Asking me if i could help her to collect some thing on saturday for production.
So today spend the whole afternoon around Ubi and AngMoKio.
Although is tiring, but still quite fun with her.

Well, that basically for this week.
Hope to keep it up like this.

To work on my life

Its seem that I am going through alot of things this month. Alot of Ups and Down......
But I think I finally wake up my ideas to really thinks about my future.
I used to think that to be able find my True Love will be my contentment of my life.
Guess that I am not fated.............True Love could not be found......its Predestined.
The more I Persued, Further its seem to be.
Maybe I don't understand True Love at all...............
Maybe I considered too much........
I think had to leave it all to Fate....
Just do What I can do, and
Just do it..........................

Although I am now feeling the low key of my life, but I glad that I had finally wake up.
I need to work on my career more.
Had a meeting with San last night, when he brought up the issue of no objective in our life now.
Think that we are too comfortable with our job now, to get pay, spend all of it and wait for next payday.
Need to really do something about it, or will joined the Rat's Race mentioned in the book 'Rich Dad Poor Dad' by Robert Kiyosaki.

Thanks for your advice, anonymous
PS: Seems like you know alot of what happening..........

Ever Since.....

Have not update my blog for along time already.....
But I am very Surprised that I got a comment from Shin.
Sorry Shin, I can't really guess who are you but I know you know me.
I got a few guesses, but can't confirm.

Lately alot of new things had happened, some good and definitely there is bad also.
The Good things is I got a car now, sharing the loan with my dad. Luckily, most of the time I am the one driving it.
But sad to say also, I don't know the road well, therfore alot of restriction for me.
I think it will be better after a couple of weeks.

As for the Bad thing, I fallen for another Girl, SH.
Although this time she is single, but she not available.I'm clueless.
Do I need to tell her my feeling or I should not.
I actually know what the outcome will be and I not trying to force or what, but I think at least I need to let her know.
So that I won't have any regrets in my life.
Am I right to do it? Some of my close friends advise me not.....
What should I do?