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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Stupid guy

I thought my next post will be a week later.......
So friday is over, she not free and reject my invitation.
I guess this was it, right?
Saw her on msn, say hello to her and she went offline.
Didn't reply my SMS.

Well, try to convinced myself that she not ready due to her recent break-up, I guessed I can't lied to myself anymore.
A fact is a fact, can't denied.

But does she really need to go to that extend to avoid me?
Why not she just tell me upfront that is impossible. Less some imagination for me.
Just because I say that I have feeling for her and it will cause the end of a friendship?
It's sad to be rejected, but it even pathetic to lose a friend in this manner.

I come across a article that say women will avoid a man if they know he got feeling for her, no matter how close they are before.
I think its quite truth, no exception for her, Although she tell me she won't.

Am I a loser?
Am I pathetic?
Or am I stupid for all the things I done for her?

2 Comments:

  • Friend,
    You are not stupid, you just can't bear to let it go..anyway all the best to you..

    By Anonymous Jas, at 4:55 PM  

  • Stay strong..

    Although I don't know the situation, from what I'm reading, I'm really touched by the mere fact that you are being there for her in her worse times even though you know she might not return anything. I don't want to give you hope just to let you down or anything, but I believe she is really happy to have a friend like you. Whatever the result is, please be happy. If this relationship doesn't work out, I'm sure you can find someone who will appreciate the person you are. Good luck..

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 4:22 PM  

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