Haiz.....

I mess up again.......
Have been going through a massive up & down emotionally eversince that faithful day.
I've become indecisive and not sensible, been acting impulsive based on my emotion.
I never think of the others and consequences, become very self-centered and selfish.
Think I am too obessed with her.
Feel very childish.

I think I will stop seeing her for a while to prevent going in too deep further.
Feel not sensible enough to do anything right ( keep messing up the situation, blowing up the matter).

Hope to really get back to myself fast.

Friends,
Thanks for all your support.

Regards,
Calvin